Change change change! *cue music*

So last week was rough. But here I am today... still in one piece. Everything with Link has really worn on me, but I feel better about it every day. But thats not something I want to revisit right now. Still a fresh wound.

I have been SO happy with my results at the gym. I seem to kind of bounce between 150 and 151.4. I think it depends on the time of day I weigh myself, so Ill stick with the higher number since I dont always have an empty stomach. 10 more pounds! And those will be the hardest. What could help is what happened Saturday, lol. I had plans to go to the movies with the ladies. Seemed Mindy had other plans for me! She begged and begged for me to come up. She had already talked with Justin about it, and he hadnt mentioned it because they wanted it to be kind of an in-promt-to kind of thing. I finally broke and decided to go up. I packed up myself and Chase, and I talked Kim into going with me. The two hour drive is much easier with adult convo! Once we got there we got the kids settled and in bed and headed to go see this amaaaaazing band Chasin Mason. They were really fantastic! I am kicking myself in the ass for not picking up a CD. They will be in Racine on Friday night and I am reeeally thinking I am going to go. I am hoping to find a sitter so that Justin and I can have a night out together. That would be awesome. I want to go see Cobia on Saturday too, but I doubt we can find a sitter two nights in a row, lol. Maybe Ill just send Justin since it seems to be more of his flavor of music anyway. Anyway... we all had just an amazing time on Saturday! There was dancin and drinkin and laughin... oh and then there was Mindy and Kim who snapped out of the fun, carefree mode to shift into mama mode super fast to rescue me from the groping hands of a creepy guy! I didnt even know what was going on really before they were on top of him pushing him away from me, lol. Mindy was doing the mom 'Eh eh eh eh eh!' and Kim was hollering for him to 'get the f*ck away from her', lol. I love my girls!! We danced so much my freakin body is STILL sore. But thats what I get for going to the gym before going out. Of course, I didnt know it at the time, lol. Good times!!

I am working on turning the utility room into a playroom and it is coming along really good. We had just done Chases room in a beach theme and he decided that for his birthday he wants a Super Hero room instead. Wonderful, lol. So I am going to do that for him, and then I am going to make the playroom into a beach theme instead. I am really happy with how its looking so far.

Grace might be ready for a big big girl bed soon! Like a twin bed! I know we are going to be getting the boys bunk beds, and I think we might as well just get Grace a twin bed too while we are at it. Im not sure though... I think that makes it too real that she isnt a baby anymore. Cant I just have another year of it?

I am probably going to be making a big change for myself this week... so stay tuned! Happy Monday everyone :)

♥Ashleigh

"A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path."